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Saturday, September 22, 2007
I'm such a whiny bitch. I just can't get over how much I didn't deserve this shit. I'm sorry, but I'm just so shit-assed traumatised. It's not even like I didn't work hard for it, then at least, I know I have greater potential. Right now I feel like my best is a fricking C6. I can't even face my friends without thinking I'm stupid, without wondering if they think I'm stupid. Maybe I would've done better entering some neighbourhood school. I wonder why part of me still won't let myself give up. Maybe because I promised Hoting I wouldn't. She's been comforting me alot, Beverly, Devi and her. I love you guys alot. Anyway, fuck this. I really sound like an emo pathetic whiny bitch.